I hate Christmas

13. November 2013

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I hate seeing stupid bright decorations
I hate seeing happy people
I hate the happy dumb music
And all the malls look gross with the shit listed above ugh

It’s interesting what I’ve come to master. Showing no emotions at all while I’m actually dying inside.

so i watched Carrie today

30. October 2013

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well the 2013 remake, haha.. it wasn’t bad but not that great either. well worth watching but not something i’d watch again. i felt an emotional connection to Carrie though, because we both went through similar things. i think i would’ve caused a massacre in my high school too if i had telekinetic powers. have to admit i’m a bit jealous that i couldn’t. 

my past relationships crippled me so much that I’m scared of loving too deeply and becoming very attached.

I f̵̡̨ù̷̀͝c͡҉k͡͡ì͜͠n̴̨ǵ̵̴̕ hate depression, everything’s f̵̡̨ù̷̀͝c͡҉k͡͡ì͜͠n̴̨ǵ̵̴̕ fine in my life but I still have to feel f̵̡̨ù̷̀͝c͡҉k͡͡ì͜͠n̴̨ǵ̵̴̕ upset and want to cry for no f̵̡̨ù̷̀͝c͡҉k͡͡ì͜͠n̴̨ǵ̵̴̕ good reason.

I envy those people who have no trouble speaking about their problems on Facebook..